The Queen Bee

after me and peter were about to go back to my place, this guy stood up and it was this really, really large black man LOL

i was like wow that was a pretty good bj

but so me and peter are heading back to my house and im drunkenly getting us home

and once we get there he tells me that he is in the process of getting tested for Gonorrhea

im like whatever that's curable

so we go to my bedroom and he goes to the bathroom

and when he comes back i have a tank and PJs on and im like time for bed

he totes wanted to bone me but i was like GUUUUUURL i'm not that easy ... always

so we didn't bone, and we still haven't. but he was supposed to come over tonight and he couldnt'

and it's just a lot of emotions for me because i haven't seen anyone seriously for about 2 years now

i've like had flings with people but nothing serious.

but we spent all of labor day hanging out with each other. it turns out he is a union organizer just like me

and social justice is extremely important to me. so any guy who can't engage in that line of convo is an automatic no

anyway, i like him, i really do. im just nervous that things are moving so fast

like, it's coming at a weird time for me

i just am not sure i want a relationship. im not sure that i don't. but i do know that i like being around him

and he's actually teaching me a lot of things which is really important to me

and he has beautiful salt and pepper hair, and gray eyes, and it's a really striking combination

he used to be a STRIPPER lol which i don't mind but i think it's funny

he's 31 and im only 23

but anyway, he honestly has bad dental hygiene (i just have to fuc king say it)

and i want to pick his unibrow SO badly lol

and worst of all, he HOOKED UP WITH MY pooping ROOMMATE A YEAR AND A HALF AGO

like the fuc king gay community is way too small, no matter where you go

but anyway, i have to confront that mess sooner or later